Naiad Dawns, and the Tea Time Chronicles

Trying to stay in touch, but things just moving to the back burner a lot. I can't say I know what's been on my mind the most lately, but everything else that I love is in the world of things not articulated.

There's something I'm aiming for, and there's something I'm scared of. I'm trying to achieve a dream, a place of ethereal beauty in my life, but having to go through the patch of very apparent mundane things in between in order to get there, or do I?

There have also been lots of questions. It's really hard to stay focused when so much is rushing through, and I try in the midsts of all this, to grab what I really want and come back to my center to keep molding it.

Then there's been nightmares of all the things that deal with time and the inevitable end of everything. Phases in my life coming close to an end, new ones I can't understand coming in, and coming to terms with the old ones. I guess it's all part of growing.

I feel a dire need to give back to and appreciate the things that have influenced my life positively, before I feel ready to move on or before they change suddenly, it's all been taking its toll in my sleep.

But deep in the center, where I reside, a place I call Lorea (I made my own place and gave it my own name respectively), there's a lot of love, moments of inspiration and a future xmas in the sunny and warm Caribbean.

On the 22nd we enjoyed a vegan feast with a raw nut loaf that beat cooked turkey by a million! These days we've been sorting out our xmas gift lists hoping to get that done early.

It sure is hard to catch a fire during winter time.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Winter Time